Pain feels like...

I was really used about being rejected and being neglected, especially by those persons i really care the most. I thought that it was pain feel like. But i was wrong.
I cant handle the pain when he started to drift away from me. When he started being so cold, when he doesnt talk to me and when he says he wants it over. What i feel, though is i think just a hint of what really pain feels like. I knew that we have different ways of handling things like this, but for me, i just cant deal with it. I dont know what to do or to think or to say. Its just...... So overwhelming like feeling. I cant forget that day, that moment when i cried one week straight. Not eating.
But even though its hurtful, i still cant be mad at him. I dont why.

when did you stop loving me?
did you love me less every single day?
- song by Hunter Hayes :' (

My teacher says that LOVE is happiness and then  i ask my seatmate. I say that if love is happiness, why do we need to be hurt and feel pain? 

thankful

Sometimes, we need to accept that there are things that are not meant for us. There are things in our life that will eventually fade and will be gone soon. As we struggle to life, we need to learn how to be strong and how to be tough for us to overcome all the problems we face. We need to learn to value each moment of our lives and we need to learn to appreciate everyone who surrounds us. we need to express our love wholely. We need to be fair even if life isn't fair.But most of all, we need to thank God for giving us another life, for giving us another chance to learn the lessons of life and to see the beauty of the world.

May you all have a good day. :)

Missing that person EVERY.SINGLE.MOMENT.

Missing that person EVERY.SINGLE.MOMENT.

i dont know how to explain everything that is happening to my life. but sometimes, when im alone, it just hit me like a bullet and all i can say is "oh, that's the reason why"